Thursday 30 April 2009

扭开收音机,听到的第一首歌,竟然是这一首...

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着

冰上的世界
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变

如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得

记得你要我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

凌晨三点,准备睡时,933播起了 [[爱情不能做比较]]...

有那么巧吗...

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why am i so so so dead this year.. why must mm and marketing be tgt.. AHHHH. :'(

Monday 27 April 2009

i found this on ehow.com..

How to Recognize Signs of a Shopping Addiction

1. A major warning sign of a shopping obsession is when the shopper hides their purchases or attempts to cover up how much they have really spent when shopping. They may be embarrassed by frequent purchases but are still unwilling to give up on their obsession. (tick)

2. While many people find shopping helps to brighten their mood, obsessive shoppers take this to an extreme. They use shopping as a cure to depression, anxiety, or simply to get that “high” from buying things.

3. Watch for a large number of items that go untouched after being purchased. That may be shoes and clothes that aren’t worn, books that aren’t read, items unused. Obsessive shoppers often buy things without really needing them and so they go untouched. (taking only baby steps in wearing the clothes i bought so.. (tick))

4. They may also spend money they don’t have. Watch for extremely high credit card bills and bounced checks.

5. Obsessive shoppers may also attempt to hide the bills and receipts from their family because of the huge amounts of money spent on needless purchases. (hiding clothes in my case so.. (tick))

6. Shopping several times a week or every day. While occasional shopping is certainly normal, watch for daily shopping trips where something is bought every time. (tick)

7. Online shopping. With the advent of ebay, overstock.com, and other online retailers, shopping addiction is also taking place without the shopper ever stepping foot in a store. They secretly make many online purchases and are constantly surfing online stores. (this last sentence doesnt quite apply. It's difficult to SECRETLY make many online purchases cos the parcels are sent to my house. Therefore, Wiggly's mailbox comes into the rescue!(tick x100))

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im feeling much better! after talking to a few ppl, including the main culprit of my sadness. now isnt the time to think bout such stuff anyway.. not when i have ALOT left to study.. ALOT left untouched. thanks ppl! (: *BIG HUG* =p

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big girls don't cry :*)
not after knowing you'll always be there..

Saturday 25 April 2009

i don't really know how pain can be measured.

but the pain in The Heart will never match up to how you felt, i guess.

i tried to deceive myself into believing this was just a facade.

a facade so as to let me get back.

but no, it isnt.

the truth unfolds.

reality hits.

and what's left behind,

is just a smile behind tears,

and an act of nonchalance.

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Dear Lord,

please help me get out of this. You are the only one i can confide in now. Please...

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I'll never bug you for it again.

Just so my sense of anticipation can be prolonged..

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whatever is happening...

what's wrong with me...

='(

Tuesday 21 April 2009

车子里收音机空气中还飘着雨
在这个深夜里你应该在他那里
有多久没再遇见你
房里没了你的气息
而我终于扔掉了你给我的所有东西

我可以填满了生活里每寸空隙
我知道不容易但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心
我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福我不想再多说一句

他很好他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉多狂野的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到

他多好和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道爱情不能做比较

就算是今天换一个人依靠
明天谁又比谁好
爱看不到听不到怎么做比较

别再说他很好他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉多狂野的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到

他多好和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道爱情不能做比较

希望你知道爱情不能做比较

<3


同样一首歌,
不同时间,
不同感受...

想起了不同的人... ...

我好自私!但自私的人也有权利难过对吧?:( :( :(

我真是一tuo大便!>.<

一tuo又自私又笨蛋的大便!

嘴硬心软!

口是心非!:'( :'( :'(

送上... ...

满满的祝福... ...

<3

Sunday 19 April 2009

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demand

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God

Yes I will run the race
'Till I see Your face
Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

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lovely song we sang at church this evening..

i just dont understand why im feeling this way.. losing focus on You..

Thursday 16 April 2009

I cannot believe i actually caught a SILVERFISH in my room. Im seriously disgusted by it. Found it on top of my box of new clothes yesterday! (do note that the point is the silverfish and not the box of new clothes!) saw something whitish moving quite fast.. so i thought to myself it must be a speck of dust or something but TO MY HORROR, this white thing was WIGGLING.. that's the most disgusting thing i've found in my room, other than pieces of my burnt scalp. =p and so i googled on it and found out that silverfishes not only eat books, cardboard and stuff like that, they eat cotton and rayon too! rayon! that's my favourite clothing material! RAWR.

i cannot wait to declutter my room in June! been living in this room for 10years and there are loads to declutter! i still have some of my pri sch/sec sch stuff.. and of cos my jc stuff.. and i actually still have some toys around.. i wanna clear my unwanted bags, clothes.. throw my old notes away.. so that there's space for new stuff.. i probably need a new bookshelf or something.. for my Seventeen magazines.. i want a new wardrobe if possible.. cos there's no more space for new clothes.. which explains why they are in the box.. which makes me think of.. THAT DECEASED SILVERFISH'S SISTERS AND BROTHERS!!! i can only pray that they dont eat up my clothes.. they can eat up my ikea box for all i care.. but not my clothes!!

Anyways, after i killed it, i've been feeling itchy all over. ARGHH. and there have also been some flea-lookalike thingy in my room.. killed a few over these few weeks already.. i hope they are not from Nicky.. cos he has been sleeping on my bed when my mum's not at home..

i always have a list of things to do after exams.. clear room, take part in some flea or something to sell my stuff.. probably try my hands on some small business.. and also, work to cover my expenses!! yea may money start rolling in!!

I CANT WAIT TO SLEEP IN A NICER AND CLEANER ROOM!

and i will try to gain permission from my parents to let you come here and be my slave for 2 days k! haha! =p

and now it's like chiong-ing time.. sighs my laziness has really caused me alot.. seriously, it's always last minute when i feel like doing well.. but somehow it seems too late.. dont even have time to finish my notes, let alone do sufficient revision before the papers.. if only im half as hardworking as Irene...... sighs. i really must thank God for last year.. putting in very meagre effort but still doing quite alright or even better than others who did put in much more effort.. let's just say i cannot see my first class at all alr.. unless i get 2 this year and 3 next year.. but HOW. =.= guess i can only aim for second upper now.. =/

ALL UOL PEEPS ESPECIALLY MY FAVOURITE BUNCH OF PPL, JIAYOU!!

Wednesday 8 April 2009

总在我家巷口和你分手
彷佛偶像剧一样
觉得我们就要发生些什么

总在回家时候不知所措
想再打电话给你
可是再见刚刚才说过

有一种想要拥抱你的冲动
想静静看着你的笑容
让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨

因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
像夜的朦拢你的深情难懂
我的世界因为你而不同

因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
像风的自由你的深情难留
你的背影是我最美丽的所有

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how did i ever fall so deep for you..

i love you..

to bits..

<3

:*)